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When they say that images or pictures are worth a thousand words, I believe it. If you haven't notice, it's hard for me to put how I am feeling into words. At this moment though my thoughts are going 1 thousand mile per minute and I can't control the thoughts.

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I have been hinting at this but let me lay out the cards, in 8 weeks I will be traveling. The goal was work at getting an amazing body that I would very much enjoy in the sands and fail.

I am so disappointed. Truthfully, I was on track but I doubt myself and I mentally psych myself out. I have to give it one last hoorah. Let's see how this goes.